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Sunday, December 30th, 2007
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1:55 am - Return of the Jack
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1)Was 2007 a good year for you?
Pretty good. Lots of changes.
2) What was your favourite moment of the year?
Holiday with my Mum, London trip with Stephen.
3) What was your least favourite moment of the year?
Indecision about my future.
4) Where were you when 2007 began?
Working at Wetherspoons in Harrogate!
5) Who were you with?
Fellow workers, saw people out and served them doubles instead of singles. Shhh....
6) Where will you be when 2007 ends?
Undecided still!
7) Who will you be with when 2007 ends?
I always feel guilty on New Years, so probably be home by 1 or 2.
8) Did you keep your new years resolution of 2007?
I don't make them.
9) Do you have a new years resolution for 2008?
Lose some weight, not to struggle with money.
10) Did you fall in love in 2007?
I stayed very much in love.
11) If yes, with who?
My Stephen.
12) If yes, do they know?
They definitely do.
13) Are you still in love with them?
YES!
14) Do you regret it?
No.
15) Did you breakup with anyone in 2007?
No
16) Did you make any new friends in 2007?
At uni. Kind of.
17) Who are your favourite new friends?
...
18) What was your favourite month of 2007?
Summer months. June in particular.
19) Did you travel outside of the UK in 2007?
Spain.
20) How many different states did you travel to in 2007?
none.
21) Did you lose anybody close to you in 2007?
Not close to me. My great aunty.
22) Did you miss anybody in the past year?
All of my friends when we were apart. My family and my dog when I was in Newcastle.
23) What was your favourite movie that you saw in 2007?
Zodiac.
24) What was your favourite song from 2007?
Not sure. Bad memory!
25) What was your favourite album from 2007?
See above.
26) How many concerts did you see in 2007?
Loads. Mostly small, local gigs.
27) Did you have a favourite concert in 2007?
meh. bad memory....
28) Did you drink a lot of alcohol in 2007?
not really. More at home than at uni... sadly...
29) Did you do a lot of drugs in 2007?
No.
30) How many people did you sleep with in 2007?
One, thanks!
31) Did you do anything you are ashamed of this year?
No.
32) What was the biggest lie you told in 2007?
Skiving uni lies.
33) What was the worst lie someone told you in 2007?
The worst one was in 2006.
34) Did you treat somebody badly in 2007?
Not on purpose!
35) Did somebody treat you badly in 2007?
Yeah.
36) How much money did you spend in 2007?
Bought flat furniture, flat rent, flat deposit = LOADS
38) What was your most embarrassing moment of 2007?
Most days I get embarassed.
39) If you could go back in time to any moment of 2007 and change it, what would it be?
I wouldn't. Could be worse!
40) What are your plans for 2008?
Fun, be happy. Not to cry.
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| Friday, June 15th, 2007
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11:43 pm
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I'm annoyed that my Freeview signal is so bad :(
I'm happy I will get to see Stephen quite soon
I'm sad that my mum is poorly in hospital and she wants to come home but can't
I have hiccups
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| Monday, June 11th, 2007
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12:13 pm - Think I'll try to update this a bit more now.
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I have to go to the doctors on Wednesday. I've pretty much been unable to breathe properly for a couple of days, and my hayfever tablets aren't really working. My inhalers have run out too... great. Having difficulty breathing is quite scary sometimes actually, so I want to get it sorted.
My mum is having her hip replacement later today. After all of that messing about they did it's about time too. I'm really hoping it all goes well and shes not in pain for much longe and nt in hospital for too long, she won't be able to bear it!
Yesterday (Sunday) Stephen came down and we went shopping to York. It was really nice to see him again, I miss him so much when I'm down here. Shopping was fun and I love York, its far too easy to get lost in though!
The next time I see him will be our 2nd anniversary. I'm excited not because I'll be getting a present, but because he's my first long term relationship and it's all going so, so well! I'm looking forward to living with him in September :D
I got him a card and wrote the poem "i carry your heart" by E.E Cummings in it, because it sums us up so beautifully.
i carry your heart with me(i carry it in
my heart)i am never without it(anywhere
i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear
no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you
here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart
i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)
I read a couple of sites that had some interpretations of the poem on, and I just love the fact that its written in an unconventional way. The lower case letters and the irregular spacing represent the closeness of the relationship (apparently!) I'm not into much poetry, but I love this one. I guess if I can relate to it better, I'll enjoy it more.
Anyway, most of the buddies are back from uni, Ben came home yesterday s I'm looking forward to see my best friend! Apparently they're going out on Tuesday so I might go for some drinks, not too much because I don't want to fall asleep in an exam!
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| Tuesday, June 5th, 2007
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1:05 am - this is beautiful
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i carry your heart with me(i carry it in
my heart)i am never without it(anywhere
i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear
no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you
here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart
i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)
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| Monday, February 12th, 2007
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2:30 pm - UPDATE!
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Hahaha, same old me. Never updating this!
( Recent photo )
He's got a big nose, don't be mean :P
We're going fantasically. Moving in together in September so we are in the process of looking for flats that suit us both.
So yeah. Uni is going really well. I've just started a new job. Im a sports scholar for university. Basically I have to promote sport to students. £90 a week should help, the getting paid every 2 months doesn't :(
I have a totally useless tutor who is a complete moron. Se must have been given the job as she was walking down the street.
Coursemates are OK, just hardly ever see some of them, theres 11 on my course.
I go home every few weeks, sometimes Stephen will come pick me up. Last night he came over for Sunday Dinner which was nice. The we went back to his to "pick some things up" and ended up playing Viva Pinata for 3 hours...
My laptop was broken for a while. The power cable was just plain bust, so Stephen got me a new one and all is happy again now! I really missed it, basically it's my main thing to "do" out of uni work.
Last week I went to Manchester (£35 from Newcastle on the train, there and back :|) we went to see Brand New. Me, Martin, Scotty, Sid and Steve stayed at Bens dirty student house and some of his uni friends came along. It was brilliant. Play Crack The Sky made me cry!
Ace to see the guys again :)
Brand New weren't as good in Newcastle though, still a good gig none the less.
So yeah, I am happy really. No major worries. I just wish I could win the lottery and have a big group of friends at university. Ahh well!
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| Wednesday, November 8th, 2006
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7:17 pm - So, no update for a while!
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My O and A keys aren't working too well, so sorry if there are lots of silly mistakes!
So I'm living in Newcastle now! Trying hard to make it to uni and keeping on top of work. I have an essay to write that should have been in on Tuesday but nevermind, it's not important!
I get to see Stephen alot and thats amazing. I love him so much, and now he actually knows and feels the same way!
We went to Paris at the start of September and he told me he loved me that day we got home, in hartlepool! How romantic!
We also went to Paris at the end of October for Halloween with Richie, Mark, Andy and Michelle andthats was such good fun too. I might post photos f us as zombies sometime.
I miss home alot but I try make it back every 3 weeks ish. I miss my friends alot too and I'm wishing I was in 2nd year! I havn't made alot of friends here, but I'm working on it. I'm also aiming to start up with my sport again soon.
I live with 4 girls who were friends at uni last year, and a girl doing a post grad course who found the house that same way I did.
The girls are all really nice apart from one, who ignores me alot. Pah, fuck her! They do go out alot and don't invite me, but I don't blame them really.
I'm saving money by not going out 5 times a week at least :D
Anyways, thats all the update I have. Will be nice to hear from some people :)
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| Monday, June 19th, 2006
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7:54 pm - Fummer of Sun
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Hopefully...!
So...
My birthday - 7th July
Go to Blackpool Pleasure Beach - 8th July
Go to London - Friday 28th July - Monday 31st July
Go to Paris - Friday 1st September - Wednesday 6th September
All with my boy...I CANNOT WAIT!
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| Saturday, May 27th, 2006
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7:15 pm - K.E.D
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thats why i don't fuck with the KED, cos the KED don't fuck with me.
they don't need no explanation of the stupid things they do.
product of a fucked nation,
thats why they're coming after you.
they beat the duchy brawlers and the bilton business crew.
they don't take well to orders,
thats why they're coming after you
Fuck With Fire - King Edwards Drive
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| Sunday, May 7th, 2006
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11:18 pm
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Hold me close and hold me fast
The magic spell you cast
This is la vie en rose
When you kiss me, Heaven sighs
And though I close my eyes
I see la vie en rose
When you press me to your heart
I'm in a world apart
A world where roses bloom
And when you speak
Angels sing from above
Every day words
Seem to turn into love songs
Give your heart and soul to me
And life will always be
La vie en rose
I thought that love was just a word
They sang about in songs I heard
It took your kisses to reveal
That I was wrong, and love is real
Hold me close and hold me fast
The magic spell you cast
This is la vie en rose
When you kiss me, Heaven sighs
And though I close my eyes
I see la vie en rose
When you press me to your heart
I'm in a world apart
A world where roses bloom
And when you speak
Angels sing from above
Every day words
Seem to turn into love songs
Give your heart and soul to me
And life will always be
La vie en rose
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| Thursday, April 6th, 2006
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3:56 pm
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I'm so excited!
Next week me and Stephen are going to London :D it's all I have thought about for a month now, since I last saw him. I miss him lots :(
We had a really nice talk last night, and he said he was really happy being with me :) and we said lots of other nice things too.
He asked me to go on holiday with him in the summer, and we are going to Disneyland Paris around October time.
I'm really happy at the moment! Just got a week to wait to see him again!
Other than that, I'm on holiday form uni for 3 weeks. yay!
Been with friends alot, lots of nights out and lots of sleeping in :D I've got lots to look forward to before I go back
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| Sunday, March 12th, 2006
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4:05 pm
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I was going to update this a while ago but I totally forgot!
Life is just plodding on. My work experience went well and now I'm back at uni. We have no work in until May. It sounds a long way away, but in 3 weeks it will be Easter holidays for 3 weeks, and then the new working semester will begin!
Me and Stephen are doing well. He's on a course in Leeds this week, so he's staying at my house. I ave seen him quite alot recently, it's been nice. We are going to London again on the 13th, seeing The Lawrence Arms and staying for 3 nights. I'm looking forward to that quite alot :)
Last week was a bit of a shambles. On the Friday it snowed, ALOT! It was nice, but lots of things started to go wrong. Me, Martin and Ben were supposed to be going to Becky's. Basically, we got there 5 hours late, hen it should take 40 minutes to get there. Oh well!
Becky has changed alot. Her flatmates have influenced her behaviour for the worst. I don't want to be mean as she is one of my bst friends, but shes turned into a bit of a vile minded person, like the girls she lives with. An example of this would be that before we went out with Becky, he flatmates were watching a porn film and laughing at it. Seriously, they put the DVD on and climbed into bed and watched it, inviting their friends to join them.
I'm not a prude, but that seemed very very strange to me, yet it was perfectly normal for them :|
Anyway, after Becky's visit, we went to see Yellowcard in Manchester on the Saturday. It was one of the best gigs I've been to :) I didn't expect to enjoy it so much, but I really did!
We spent some time in Manchester and at Bens halls before the gig, and afterwards we watched a film in Bens halls common room.
Lots of people he lives with joined us and we stayed up tallking and getting drunk until 5am the next day!
It was great fun and I enjoyed meeting Ben's friends. Especially Andrew :)
Well that was last weekend! Nothing much else has happened. University is going ok, as I said before, no work! Modules are better than last semester, but I hate swimming with a passion!
Anyways, I'm off to read some of my 14 year old ramblings on TeenOpenDiary. I just remembered about it!
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| Sunday, February 5th, 2006
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3:34 pm - I do you know...
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| Sunday, January 8th, 2006
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3:56 pm - My Year
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January
1. did you have a new year's resolution this year? No, I never do
2. Who kissed you at midnight? family members
3. does it snow where you live? yeah
4. do you like hot chocolate? nooooooo, yuck
5. have you ever been to times square to watch the ball drop? i have been to times square! it was before christmas though
February
1. who was your valentine in 2005? i knew Stephen, but we weren't an item
2. what did your valentine get you?
3. when you were little, did you buy valentines for your whole class? no, thats a very American thing to do.
March
1. are you Irish? No, I'm English. My grandmas Mother was Irish
2. Do you wear green on St. Patty's Day? first of all its St Patricks day, and no.
3. what did you do for St. Patty's Day in 2005? No. why is it 'cool' to be 1/1837547873th Irish?
April
1. Do you like the rain? as long as its warm and sunny aswell!
2. Did you play an April fool's joke on anyone this year? probably
3. do you get tons of candy on easter? no, don't do easter
May
1. What's your favorite kind of flower? don''t have one
3. Do you like the spring? it drags
4. Finish the phrase: April showers bring may flowers, what do may flowers bring? I don't know
5. What would you think of as a spring color? green
June
1. What year did/will you graduate from school? School - June 2005 University - June 2009 :|
2. Did you go on any vacations last June? no
July
1. What did you do on the 4th of July? I got excited about it being my birthday in 3 days!
2. do you go on any vacations during this month? i worked
August
1. did you do anything special to end off your summer? Not really, lots of parties to see people off
2. what was your favorite summer memory of '05? being with friends and Stephen
3. do you go swimming a lot in the summer? not alot
4. do you go to the beach a lot? no
September
1. Did you attend school/college in '05? Yep, Leeds Met
2. who is/was your favorite teacher? none
3. do you like fall better than summer? no
October
1. what was your favorite halloween costume ever? don't do Halloween
2. what's your favorite candy? a lot!
3. what did you dress up like this year?
November
1. whose house do you usually go to for thanksgiving?
2. Do you like stuffing? Yes. Far too much.
3. what are you thankful for? being happy 99% of the time
December
1. do you celebrate christmas? yes
2. have you ever been kissed under mistletoe? yep
3. what do you want this year for christmas? its a long way away!
4. what's the best present you ever got for Christmas? not sure
5. do you like cold weather? yeah, when its dry and I'm wrapped up warm
6. How would you rate your 05? on a scale from 1 to 10? 7 or 8
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3:03 pm - wow, i'm hungry!
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so i've got some transformer snacks! best crisps ever! 20p and you get loads!
it's been a great christmas holiday, bloody amazing to see all the pals again. i've missed them, and our excellent nights out, so much!
last night was good, got very drunk and had a good laugh. I was texting Stephen most of the night, I hardly ever do when I'm out. I wasn't being anti-social, I bloody hate that!
Some blokes at the bars were being a bit dodgy, so in my drunkness I told Stephen and he was threatening! haha
He's asked me to go to Paris on Valentines Day with him, that was really lovely :D if i can afford to, I'll go!
i must have got in at about 3am, and he rang me up to talk about going away on holiday for a few days, we were talking and apparently i fell asleep and so did he! haha! i don't even remember... so Stephen woke up however long later and couldn't wake me up, so he just hung up!
things are going great :) he's all i can think about right now
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| Friday, December 23rd, 2005
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6:49 pm - how do
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so yeah, new york was pretty good! very cold, too cold, minus 4, snowy... wicked!
lots of shopping, walking, eating. all the usual biz :)
Christmas is the day after tomorrow...wow! where did 2005 go? i should really be saying that on New Years Eve, but it's safe to say this New Years won't be spent at home with the family and an internet connection!
Everyone is home and it's been bloody amazing, we've been out lots, too much probably! my funds are seriously low :( We went out on Thursday, the day most people got back and Stevie T's birthday, that was a wicked night, i was incredibly drunk :S saw Mrs Luffman and Little Miss which was ace :D loved it! Bex had her brithday night out and her boyfriend was there, hes lovely and I'm glad shes happy with him :)
Stephens toodled off to Paris for Christmas... charming innit :| ahh well, I wouldn't have spent it with him anyway. Hes with his best mate at Disneyland. 150 Euro for Christmas dinner... HA!
I've spoken to him and seen him quite alot recently. It hasn't really been more than 3 weeks inbetween times we are together.
I went to his the weekend before I went to New York and then the weekend after I got back he came to mine, so that was nice :) Then we've spoken lots on the phone. drunkenly and soberly.
He has a night out last night and was texting me and then rang me at stupid o'clock in the morning and was rambling on then he fell asleep on the phone to me! bless... he's old, he can't help it :P shhh i never said that!
hmm, i don't really have much to add...
have a good christmas and new year everyone :)
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| Tuesday, December 6th, 2005
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10:10 pm - Lizzie go to New York
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did you get the Bedouin Soundclash ref. there?! did ya??
well i am going to New York city tomorrow! it's come around very, very fast. this is like one of my greatest ambitions ever, so the city better live up to my expectations!
i'm buying I Love NY key rings and t-shirts for Stephen and myself, a present for my secret santa person, Becky's birthday present, a Brand New tshirt for Ben and myself and a new MP3 player for myself too.
bring on the 5.30am awakening!!!
current mood:  cheerful
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| Saturday, November 19th, 2005
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12:53 am - once again
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i don't like updating this anymore. no body reads it so it just feels like im writing for the sake of my own memory.
im feeling better generally, started work placements, handed in uni assignments, jolly good.
its freezing cold. im hungry. that is all
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| Sunday, November 6th, 2005
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4:21 pm - hmm
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i never really fancy updating this thing. what is there to update?
not alot. i'm not particularly happy with my life. things could be 100% better. but it cant be changed.
nevermind
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| Saturday, October 1st, 2005
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7:27 pm - bit of an update
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cant be bothered to write everything out, so here is a short update:
- went on a weeks residential to the lakes
- made friends on my course
- came home this weekend
- uni flat is a tip
- got freshers flu
- lectures start on monday
- loan has come through
- have to get a job
- i miss tv
- i miss my family
- i miss my dog
- i'm tired
- and hungry
- going to london on the 21st of october
- how is it october already??!!
- need to see benjamin and alistair soon because i miss them muchos
- downloaded some decent music of late
- don't have anything else to write
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| Sunday, September 18th, 2005
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12:32 am - well this is an experience...
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i'm writing this as i'm laid in bed!
i'm on my new laptop, it's all very exciting! its half 12 and i move house today :( i'm not looking forward to it all. i feel like im going to be so very far away from everyone.
this have changed. i'm ok, not great, i have this horrible feeling with my alot of the time. it's not nice :( i wish things were different but they arent.
i dont really like writing entries anymore. its so dull as no one reads them anyway, and i just feel like i'm doing it for memories sake.
this will be all, i love my friends, i love my family, i love my home and i love my tiny weeny bedroom that i have lived in for 15 years. i'll miss it all.
<3
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